A day I'd never yearn for...

The day...
I was so on the verge of breaking down.... wanting to sob so so hard if I weren't in the public, alone. I do not wish to make a scene and a fool of myself. But, I was so upset and helpless. All I wished for was to vanish into the thin air instantaneously.

PS: Please spare me with your words of theories and comforts. I do not need them at all. Nobody knows better than myself.

I need a breather...